Point of View

Point of view, strong words for me. In fact, it suppose to be a strong word for everyone. Why do I say so? It's because it is the point of view of ourself drive us where we go on the path of life. Yet, you may ask is my point of view right or wrong in some cases? I may say it depends on where you live and how you live your life.I myself have a few point of views and I believe it's these point of view that makes Tan Ting Wui.....

Firstly I think life is just a game. A good player makes everyone happy and a bad player only makes him or herself happy. A good player will have lots of money and a bad player don't. A good player have have a happy family and a bad player don't. Yet, when the game is over, everything is just dissapear. So for those who believe in reincarnation, the games restart with a different playing style.

Secondly, I think that I am wasting my time living in earth. Why am I here? Why do i need to go to university learning a bunch of silly things which is defined by those who so call "Scientist" and "Professor"? Worse thing is I am living in Malaysia yet all my syllable in university is base on America......

And thirdly......Why should I care how people judge me? OH WHAT THE HELL!!!! I should not live in people's eye. I should really let them think what they thought of about me.Different people just have different idea. Yet, as a Chinese, I was taught not to embarase myself by not doing this and that. Yet when i grow up, I think those "Don'ts" which i was taught are the things which i must learn now to be a new and open me.

Sometimes i hate being me and sometimes i love being me.........lol....confusing. I should really rebuild my confident and really should quit being a person who thinks i know everything. So how?I try to be confident and for me being confident is because i think i know many things. In the contrary I should not think i know everything......crashing T.T.......

But in the end i need to be brave. I should not always try to find all those answers for the questions which pop out from my mind. I should just ask instead of assuming this and that. I hope someday i have the guts to quit what i think i should not be doing but are forced to. I should not bow to life as I am the master of it, not the slave!!!